two eyes, two ears.

it doesn't matter.

i promised myself not to be too dependent on what i feel. i gotta be strong, i gotta move on.

and most importantly, whatever might happen, whether it’s beyond or within my imagination, it doesn’t matter.

mari kita lihat dan jalani saja. :)

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even though i shut my ears well and shivering inside,

i won’t ever close my eyes.

even though i can’t hear any senses nor kindness around, i still can see them..

and it’s indeed, very beautiful.

thank you for the smiles. :’)

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love's unfairness.

 sore ini, via ym dengan seseorang.
aku: HAHAHAHA
aku: JANGAN JADI JABLAY GARA2 DITINGGAL SUAMI KE LUAR NEGERI DOONG
aku: kan ke luar negerinya juga gara2 ibadah
aku: huahauhauhaua
seseorang: eh kep
seseorang: dulu kan gw naksir dia gara2 gw terlalu sering bareng tuh
aku: terus?
seseorang: sekarang saat gw jaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget bareng2 sama dia
seseorang: kenapa gw gak bisa gak naksir lagi sama dia ya?
aku: ...
aku: errr..
 BWAHAHAHA SO TRUE! bareng2 = bikin suka, tapi gak bareng2 lagi = tetep suka. what an unfairness.

We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why

Can’t we stop hurting each other?
Gotta stop hurting each other
Making each other cry
Breaking each other’s heart
Tearing each other apart

Carpenters - Hurting Each Other

seenggaknya kalo gak mau baikan, jangan saling ngehina satu sama lain doong. gak enak banget diliatnya. :(

arinallegia:

(via denimandflowers)

:(

dasar aneh.

 via fb, setelah dizolimi sama yang bersangkutan.
kang djiew: btw, kamu ke tingkat berapa sekarang?
aku: tingkat?
kang djiew: kuliah
aku: sekarang tingkat 3 doong
aku: kenapa kang?
kang djiew: gpp, nanya aja
kang djiew: ntar kalo nanya ukuran kolor, kamunya marah..
 NAON SIH INI malem2 ckck.

so..

i think i’m gonna shut both of my ears.

i’m in no bargaining position.

i have no energy left to tell everyone, so just be it.

say what you want to say.

but still i’m a-hundred-percent-ly sure i’m doing the right thing, even if everyone sees the wrongs in it. in me.

oh dear wind.

please stop flowing the person. -_-

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(via funkitchen)

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and it’s all summed up:

i think i’m in love with the one who understands me and my dreams as well.

with the one whom i can be myself.

with the one i’d be so talkative with around. :)

ahaha. baru sadar. asik sekali rasanya berada di deket orang yang ngerti sama mimpi2 aku, terutama kalo mimpi akunya cuma sedikit yang bisa ngerti (atau peduli). baru sadar kalo itu asik saat gak ada lagi orang di sekeliling aku yang peduli sama mimpi2 aku. oke, yang ngerti aku mungkin banyak, but not with my unusual, extra-ordinary dreams.

ternyata emang lebih gampang nyeritain ke orang2 di lingkaran luar daripada ke orang2 di lingkaran dalamnya sendiri. haha. one of the privilege of having so many friends: you don’t hide everything for you forever. huahua thankyou girls. to confess love rarely doesn’t mean i’m heartless; i just don’t expose something rightfully me to others so easily. and now that i confessed, i feel sooo much lighter.

thankyou for the good day, friends! thanks to you, i certainly am in love now. :)